Kalam Uthaney Se Dar Lagta Hai Kahi Sihaye Khatam Na Ho Jaye

Kalam uthaney se dar lagta hai kahi sihaye khatam na ho jaye 
Kahi kuch aisa na likh de jo haal e dil bayaan kar jaye 
Seeney mein itna dard hai ki bayaan kareygey to ashq na bejaye 
aur 

likhi kahani har din ki tarha adhoori na reh jaye 
Sham atey he parendey gharo ko laut jatey hai 
Aur hum apne zindagi ka maksad samajne se pehle neind ki chadar oodh letey hai
Koi kehta hai mujhse pyar kar 
Koi kehta hai mujhse kar 
Sari zindagi pyar baat tey chaley aur khud ki jholi mein gum reh gayee
Tanhayee ka alam hai 
Fir bhi bebasi hai 
Ruswayee hai 
Duur duur tak mayusi hai 
Gamo ka samandar hai 
Bhavandar hai 
Bekarai hai 
Seeney mein bojh hai itna ki seh na sakey hum
Uthaya kalam aur likhtey chaley gaye hum 
Aaaj ashq na bahey Shayad wo bhi hamey hamarey haal pe chood gaye 
Lo kehtey he naain geeley ho gaye
Ab kalam kya kahey jab ashq he sab bayaan kar Gaye

Kalam uthaney se dar lagta hai kahi sihaye khatam na ho jaye

Why can't a Kashmiri Muslim say sorry to Kashmiri pandit

Who is at fault if Kashmiris are not free from India? A Kashmiri's fault ? Who is to be blamed if Kashmiris are suffering ?
A Kashmiri' s fault?
Did a Kashmiri Muslim apologise to a Kashmiri Pandit?
Was it not their responsibility?
Dogra killed many Kashmiri Muslims who have suffered a lot before 1947 but then why punish the Kashmiri Pandits?
One cannot blame either/or for this, It is the entire community which is to be blamed.
Muslims were in majority so was it not their responsibility to save KASHMIRIAT?
Now Kashmiri Pandits are asking for the Union teritorry to be a separate land in Kashmir, which I do not support. However, it was an inhumane act that happened in 1989 1990 with Pandits.
I am a Kashmiri Muslim, I cannot go back to 1990 and save them. My apology won't help them but the least I can do is "apologise".
Not all but maybe a few will forgive me, as we remained quiet! "To speak up", was that not our responsibility?
I could not as I was only 6 years old. But I wish I could have helped to save "one" Pandit from suffering.
The Indian Government was also involved in this process, several say that the Indian Government wanted Pandits to leave Kashmir and commit mass killings in the name of terrorism.
Only God knows the reality but do you think this would be possible without the help of state and central Governments?  Having a massive military base in Kashmir they could have provided base camps in their territory or even inside the military camps. But the Government was not interested and instead provided buses for them to run away.
Why?
What was the reason?
Maybe it was what the Indian Government wanted to do, get the Pandits out of Kashmir and whosoever they kill, will not be a Pandit anywhere on the road.
Kashmir has suffered a lot and is suffering to this day. I neither blame India nor Pakistan , don't even think of USA.
kashmir has suffered, is suffering and will carry on suffering because of Kashmiris.
I could never understand who and what they support.
Do they support India or Pakistan? Do they support Guns or Peace?
Do they support an Indian terrorist  or a Pakistan I terrorist, in u inform  the so called "Indian Army!!.
A Kashmiri informing the I diane army about terrorists and then a Kashmiri cribbing g about a political party but after every 6 years a Kashmiri casts his vote in favour of the same party!!
Several questions remain unanswered.
Why Kashmiris give respect and offer tributes to a militant after his demise and call him a "freedom fighter"?
Hundreds and thousands attend his funeral when some Kashmiris themselves informed the army of his whereabouts.
When so many people respect a militants with a Kalashnikov, then who is a terrorist? Indian army or militants  (Pakistan trained)?
In a casual conversation with a few friends one asked me why Kashmiris respect and attend the funeral of a militant?
I replied, because of fear.
My friend smiled and asked "how is it possible that they can scare people even after their death"?
It was my turn to smile now I replied, " go back and ask the Indian Army".
Different minded people ask different questions. I lit my cigarette and placed the packet on the table.
A few months ago a "wanted" militant was killed in an encounter with the Indian forces, so I asked one of my friends about it, who was involved in the operation. Just as friendly banter I said," you must have earned well as the militant who was killed had a good reward". His reply was shocking and surprised me.
He said that he would be handed over a small amount to and that they don't do it for the reward they do it for the country (India) as he was a military personnel. But then I thought politicians and senior officers must be handing out a small amount and the rest must be getting transferred to their personal accounts.
He replied " we are" huge numbers to kill one terrorist!  We cannot always kill them, as they manage to escape.
Other civilian friends said "oh they must be so scared to die". The army personnel's answer was "the militants we have killed in encounters had killed several army personnel which the media fail to report in the news.  So these people are not scared.
But we are scared because we have a responsibility to our families.
At this point the conversation came to a halt.
But one thing despite all this, a Kashmiri Muslim must apologise to Kashmiri Pandits but this does not mean that separate coli it's or Union territories should be made for them in Kashmir and in that process create another Israel Palestine (Gaza) or subdivide Kashmir into Pandit Kashmir and Muslim Kashmir.
The Kashmir issue is an ongoing issue and till the Kashmiris realise the difference between right and wrong, they will remain responsible for every suffering inflicted on them.
SAVE KASHMIR SAVE KASHMIRIAT.
Let us think and analyse what has gone wrong, how can we bring peace and prosperity to Kashmir?
External powers will not let us survive but dealing with an external enemy is easier As compared to an enemy within.
WAKE UP AND CHANGE YOURSELF NOT OTHERS.
saying "sorry" does not belittle you , "sorry Pandit brothers for remaining quiet. We are equally responsible for your suffering as the ones who killed Pandits in Gaukadal."
I request you to come and stay with us and if you are busy with your work and other responsibilities then send your parents to us and we will look after them and we will take care of them, we will take them to every temple they want to visit in Kashmir.
We will cook "nadru" (lotus stem)Kashmiri Pandits live this, with fish and haakh  (saag) for you, along with rice we will serve mu chatin ( radish yoghurt) danival chatin (mint yoghurt) and dooin chatin (walnut yoghurt). I wish to see that brotherhood returning to Kashmir for Kashmir has lost its charm.
Just Muslims can't bring that lost love back Pandits are an important part of Kashmir. Throw a plate on the floor if it smashes one apologises.  Will it be able to to stay the same as before?
At times saying "sorry" does not fix things.

Ek baar aur milney ke Tammana hai baki

Andherey mein bhi tujhey dekhney ke koshish ke
Be-rang Zindagi mein bhi tujhay rang-ney ke koshish ke

Mere Ghar mein roshni na the fir bhi tere aangan ko roshan karney ke koshish ke

Kitney Sawan beet gaye
Par bhuli na wo batein

Kitney barso beet gaye
Par beeti na wo yadein

Kitney mulaqaatein reh gaye
Fir bhi saansey hai baki

Ek baar aur milney ke
Tammana hai baki

Tere tasweer se ke mainey kaye batein
Ashq Bahey
Khoon baha
Par yaadon ka silsila reh gaya baki

Kitney raatein katey tere yaad mein
Socha subha na reh jaye kuch baki

Shayad ratein choti theee
Warna Zindagi na Hoti Baaki

INTERNET BAN on Eid for 3 days- Destination not reachable Jammu & Kashmir

Internet connection check
Ping Jammu and Kashmir Network
Ping ping ping

1 2 3 check check
It was communicated that for 2 days it will be blocked but now
It's been 3 days kashmir is covered by Indian forces from all sides.
For 3 civilians Indian government has deployed 1 gun man
On Eid, internet is banned
Not able to connect to our family & friends
Telephone traffic is too high that it's not easy to get connected
Then why not to ask for FREEDOM
Or if Kashmiri will use satellite network, Indian army will kill them by declaring them terrorist
An Open jail ‪#‎KASHMIR‬
Just for ‪#‎beefban‬
I am sure this will not save beef but with anger Kashmiri will eat more
It's Kashmir not India

I am not in Kashmir but do you know how people are not allowed to communicate today with rest of the world on EID
By banning internet 

Aggrrrr I can't see my family this day !! Oh one second you must be thinking for one day if Kashmri won't see his family he won't die. You are right 
Oh are you thinking, Kashmiri needs a reason to say against Indian Government . Yes if you put some one in trouble. This is the way I will respond
Be happy till we respond by expression on internet, because another lever you will not be tolerate n that is against humanity
May Al mighty protect all of us

1-Indian People asked me :-
How does it matter if you don't skype on eid just a matter of one day
I got These Kashmiri are stupid
At times internet is down due to technical reason 
......
Let them think so but do you think it is right ??

2 Indian found gossiping with each other
These Kashmiri make issue of everything
Speak against India when ever 
I poked in and replied
But the why India does it again & again

Reply to those who say Keep the troublemakers in control
 
 BUT
Who is troublemakers
Those who slaughter beef on Eid ?

When Hindu can consume alcohol, Christians can have rum cake on X'mas  why can Muslim not eat Beef ?

Do not let others to follow your religion forefully.

But India is doing it, Kashmir is a open jail, people want peace but India do not let them to live peacefully.
One or another reason, every time India provokes people of Kashmir to leave Kashmir for education or to earn bread & butter outside kashmir or to become a terrorist. That is not freedom, it is called illegal occupation by Indian armed forces where 3 civilans are watched by 1 indian army Gun man.

In the name of security, Kashmir has been Raped by India.
For 2,500,000 civilians 900,000 gunman 
How can you cal it democracy or free Kashmir ?

Destination not reachable

A Tribute to Women

He thinks i am  fine, i am a 32 year old woman

I am Married & working as a teacher :)

He is my husband not a stranger

Married since 2013,its been more than a year now, almost. Who cares about it,as far as i am with him. Living happly but still get angry when he forgets our anniversary n my birthday.

But sometime i feel jealous because of his friends not just female but male too, and of his gadgets.

Not because of insecurity but just that i want him to be with me all the time.

I know its not good but i am in love with him, everyday i fall in love with him. The more i think of him, i fall in love with him.

Anyway what are we talking about

Sorry i get carried away when it comes to my husband :)

I dont complain about my husband & my kids.

But i feel he loves me a lot, 365 days a year but at times i feel i dont return the to him.

He has to deal with me in all tricky situations.

Its been a year, i never felt i should leave him & go back to my mothers place

But for few days in a month i feel irritated, angry. Hope you know what i mean.

I know he loves me. But then he never realised why i m in bad mood every month due to hormonal change.

Anyway, that is a natural process, no need to be shy but does not mean we publisize it.

I have read in books that few backward Indian villagers do not let the ladies to step in kitchen or touch anything when she is going through hormonal change.

Sad,how can a woman be impure to touch anything. But then good atleast she can take rest.

He knows it very well, that i get irrirtated and gets angry easily when passing through that phase every month. But then his stupid question every month which irritate me the most "why is it so "? My auto play reply is due to pain. 

His reply was simple, just because of pain you get so much anger. You work, you get up early, make breakfast for us, go to work, you do everything don't you suffer pain then ?

Leave it, used to be my reply.

Life goes on his love for me remains the same,

By the way, am i obsessed with him ? Oops !!

He had stones few years ago and one day i guess may be because of blockage due to stone he had pain in abdomen, he pressed his tummy and folded his legs.

Went to washroom thrice and finally asked the driver to take him to hospital. Due to traffic jam, driver was driving slow & carefully. He informed me over the phone he was suffering, it was like we see in film hero slowly delivers his last dialogue after being hit by a bullet. 

Finally, i coordinated with the driver and met them on the way to hospital, and he was venting his anger at all the drivers on the road.

I was calm and worried about him as I was unable to tolerate his pain and see him like this :(

But then at the same time after shouting he was saying to driver thats ok you dont worry drive carefully.

Once we reached the hospital we took him in emergency and 

Doctor asked him to take water, gave pain killer injection etc

He was still in pain but then took medicine as prescribed by doctor. The chemist asked him to throw the artificial orange juice and have fresh coconut water. Its his favourite so he had 2-3 along with the driver. Meanwhile, i paid the bill and spoke with the doctor and it was either urine infection or blockage due to stone. Doctor asked us to go back for follow up. Till he was enjoying fluids :) by now he was feeling better. 

While coming back driver said sir, why dont you take herbal cystone medicine as you had stones. It can happen again as driver had suffered from a similar ailment, as usual once you are ill everyone tries to be a doctor lol

So husband paid him money and asked to get it from chemist.

Few weeks later, i got pain due to my hormonal change so it was a routine and i was doing household work then was so irritated ended up having a huge baseless argument 

By the evening we were ok and happy loving couple as usual

Just talking about normal stuff he asked me why do you behave obnoxiously during this phase

I replied to my husband do you rember the pain you had few weeks ago, and he answer was "YES",

I get the same pain every month. And he hugged me like a baby.

He was quite but i realised he had no words.

But slowly he wispered, i love you

I love u a lot.

And hats off to every woman.

He smiled and looked in my eyes saying, i thought you females suffer only during childbirth

But now i have realised what you go through every month for years , Even before you are a mother till you become almost a grand mother.

Al mighty knows best, after all he created all of us

I am glad that I am in ‪#‎India‬ Not in Pakistan !! By Kashmiri (Indian administration / occupied )

I am glad that I am in ‪#‎India‬
Not in Pakistan !!
System sucks, ‪#‎politicians‬ sucks, ‪#‎corruption‬ sucks, lack of responsibility towards society sucks. But it has Beautiful people, rich culture, hospitality.
Since 8 days I am on Indian soil, a foreign land for me, as I am ‪#‎Kashmiri‬ ( from ‪#‎kashmir‬ )
Strict law & order and huge penalty program should be immediately implemented !!
Make a rule, you follow ur religion, let me follow mine. It's not impossible to shape India, A new India
But ALAS here priorities are ‪#‎babri_masjid‬, ‪#‎BJP‬, ‪#‎congress‬, ‪#‎AAP‬, ‪#‎Hindu‬ , ‪#‎musalman‬, jaat, Gujar, Bihari, vegitarian, non vegitarian, ‪#‎beefban‬, schedule cast, ‪#‎Sikh‬ , ‪#‎Christian‬ so on !!
Everyone promote buy ‪#‎Indian‬ (‪#‎madeinIndia‬ )but hardly anyone does ,, do I know why?
Coz you 1st implement on buy Indian and then be Indian
However, you need to be Indian 1st and then buy Indian !!
I am sure you will feel the difference.
And stop taking loan from any country it's being slave again, it took 99 years to fight for it and you screwed up in just 60 years???
With love,
Kashmiri Neighbour
(Indian administration / occupied )

Is ISIS, Israel & America sponsored ?

Is ISIS, Israel & America sponsored ?
Is ISIS,Mossad & MI6 sponsored ?
Do you know what is Mossad & MI6
Even before you were born MI6 was ready with world plan & new world order.
When you were leaning not to shit in your pants MI6 was planning to kill saddam Hussein in 80's
ISIS is right or wrong is your personal view
Being a Mossad head I would have named a militant group as AL-FAIDA , AL-KHUSRA etc etc rather than ISIS.
If they follow or do not follow Islam is another question however, it is just a myth that they are Israel or USA sponsored.
As a Muslim, We realized that if any Muslim does good we say Mashaallah he is our brother
And if a muslim does wrong, Muslims say he is not Muslim just sponsored by west etc. let's accept there are several good & bad among us.
Do you know how old is ISIS ?
I read about ISIS several years ago when I had doubt what is ISIS & who is Al Bagdadi
You think you are very smart & very intelligent that just in a year you got to know Israel's plan ?
I am sure if you are very smart MI6 will offer you a Job soon smile emoticon
It's a myth that Isis is Israel or America sponsor !!
America & Al-Qaeda were rivals
Al-Qaeda & ISIS are close alliance or you can say a diff wing of same company !!
Love them or hate them, curse them or don't care for them , I don't care about it
But ISIS is not American or Israel sponsored !!

Kashmiri muslim to a pandit brother

Kashmiri muslim to a pandit brother
fir kehtey ho kashmir se nikal diya
Aap 10 marey hum 100 marey
Aap 99 bhagey hum 1099 bhagey
Evn m not in kashmir
But then y u cry all the time that u killed us
N kicked us
It happened both sides just that u made it an issue
Now, its safe to go to kashmir but i dont go coz now i am not able to adjust same is with you
But we never made it political issue u did
U got migration benefit
We got nothing !!
Lets take that you also did not received any migration benefit
And pain is there and will always be
Which no once can change
Now either return to kashmir or shut ur mouth and stop making it an issue
And if you cannot live in kashmir with peace as you are not sure about the safety
Then what to do ?
You ask kashmiri muslims to forget about freedom
Why dont you forget about kashmir then
Just a thought
Politically this issue cannot be solved
So try to visit once a year as I do, slowly things will get better once again when kashmiri pandits will be seen in haba kadal streets
N dear kashmiri muslims,
Terrorism is waving kashmir flag and asking for freedom
Waving pakistan flag or isis flag is counter terrorism
Just diverting from major issue and dividing into segments
Earlier everyone wanted azadi now, few wants india few azadi few isis few pakistan
So it becomes easy to counter the situation !!
No pak or isis flag
Only kashmir flag should b waved
It becomes easy for a country to attack and kill when they show their own people that see kashmiri wants pakistan not freedom, but reality is we want freedom
After 10 years if indian army will attack like America did on afghan, civilians will not feel bad just coz by media they would have already been convinced that kashmiri are terrorist
No doubt we want freedom,
That is our right as per kashmir constitution and indian constitution also !!
But stay focused !! Either do it properly or dont do it all
Like me, i am not doing anything for kashmir coz leaders are either owned by india or pak
Geelani -pak
Mirwaiz is like goshtab (kashmiri dish), pak owned, indian operated
Yaseen is like mufti, just dont consume alcohal but his boys do it openly
Shabir shah is gai (cow) lost somewhere

Education is not a part of life, education is life !!
We just know development is road, street light better condition.
I say dont give roads as of now, dont give water & electricity 24*7
Give school, hospitals & jobs only
Next 20 years, you will see the difference !! But people will not like it thats again a sad part of life
Nc, congress, bjp,aap, pdp etc
Whats the diff ??
Black dog or white dog, dog will always remain Dog !!
Jai hind, jai pakistan, jai kashmir.

A question to Kashmir Pandit saying Dont let them vanish

Need to ask few question from kashmiri pandit brother as a Viral Pic saying Kashmir pandit is NOT refugees nor migrants A VANISHING Community Don't let us to be Extinct.

Dear pandit brother
What do you want ??
When you are Hindu, why sub dividing it into community
And have more trouble in society
So tell me what do u want as support ??
A separate land in kashmir or a new state in India
What can I do for you
Muslims are already facing problem coz f shia, sunni, baralvi,bora,devbandhi,alheyhadees etc etc
Either come back to kashmir or live in India without treating yourself a VANISHING hindu community.
No one is killing you now. You are getting married, having kids, if you feel you are vanishing, then i have a solution in fact 2 solution, stay connected with your roots (kashmir) or only marry kashmiri pandit rather than some non kashmiri coz when your kids are grown up they speak kashmiri n keep kashmiriyat alive
Now in this govt cant help you
Now , tell me how can we support your campaign except asking to undo what happened in 80's !!
N a separate land in kashmir or a separate state in India
Everyone wants to be treated special !!
But not at the cause of special status & vote bank
DEAR INDIAN GOVT
stop treating SC,ST, jaat gujar , muslims, pandits special. Let them run n win the race !!
General category has already faced lot of problmes.
Treat everyone equal.
Vote bank will not get divided & focus will only be development development & development rather than community support campaign

Kashmir Beef Troll in Kashmiri

Now in kashmir :-
Tuij disa baya
LAKUT maaz Rs 70, Boad maaz Rs 40
(De sa Boad maaz)
After Beef ban in kashmir
Lakut maaz Rs 70, Boad maaz Rs 300
(De sa Boad maaz) Kashir Gov Balai

Kashmir Beef Ban

I never had cow in my life
May be coz I living in mixed community n just to respect them but don't think it was not available
Dhoondne se khuda bhi mil jata hai n I knew it where it was available
I don't rember when I had beef last time being a Kashmiri we prefer lamb n chicken
But then in village or restaurants it is available whereas for RSS only Cow was holy not OX or buffalo
Kashmir is a Muslim dominated country and despite of lot of demand Alcohol was never banned there
Respect is mutual not one sided
Now instead of alcohol you have banned beef
Do you think it's Gona help
Now even those are enjoying beef who never had it to show anger
People in Kashmir are now saying that this year we will slaughter cow let the high court do whatever they want
Obviously imposing your religion law on other religion is not right
However, not eating cow in Hindu area n consuming pork n alcohol in Muslim area is fine just to respect or to hell with respect
Just not to hurt others sentiments
Despite of this this Eid I will not slaughter cow
To hell with respect
Just that we enjoy sheep
We don't mind if u eat pork coz we consider it as impure to eat
I repeat impure to eat not impure to love & respect as we respect cow or dog coz that is a animal too however don't touch it
Rest have list f animals we eat n dnt eat
Now what's the agenda
Just vote bank or diverting Azadi agenda to all these just to counter the primary agenda f Kashmir
Then forget it
Coz Kashmiri will not let this law imposed whereas in India people ll praise modi for this n his work is done !!
What else he need
May be soon will look for beef ystrdy I had lamb today I will have chicken #kashmir #beefban